Tendring Topics.......on line
'All Hope Abandon......'
As 2011 draws towards its end,
the thoughts of old folk like me inevitably go back to Christmases and New
Years of the past. I don’t ever before
recall the year’s end being ‘celebrated’ in quite such an atmosphere of gloom
and foreboding as it will be this year.
I
suppose that my life was at its very lowest ebb as 1942 came to an end. I had been a PoW for six months and was in a
large PoW camp in northern Italy . We were cold. We were hungry. Prolonged hunger showed in our faces, which
were gaunt and hollow-cheeked! Almost
every week there was a death from hunger-related causes. We were louse-infested. We were dispirited and bored out of our
minds. We never lost hope though. We
were all of us sure that Britain
and its allies would win the war, and
that we would be liberated. By the end of 1943 (though by then transported to a
working camp in Germany) – and particularly by the end of 1944, when the
thunder of gunfire from the ever-approaching eastern front daily became louder
- that hope had become a certainty. We would soon be home again, and so we
were.
The
immediate post-war years are often depicted by historians (how extraordinary
that a past that seems so close to me should now be ‘history’!) as a time of
privation and hardship with continued shortages and rationing. Many of our towns (and those of most of mainland Europe ) were in ruins. We had a housing shortage that
makes today’s housing difficulties seem Lilliputian and, having had most of the
population engaged in non-productive war activities for the previous six years,
we must surely have had a gargantuan national debt.
Heather, the ‘Essex girl’ who had waited for me, and I, never saw it in
that light. To us, the final years of
the 1940s were a time of hope and expectancy.
We were proud of the new Labour (not of course New-Labour!) government that we had helped to bring to power and we
really believed that we were entering a new age of peace and prosperity shared
by all. How naïve and innocent we were!
We had no worries about the
future and were married just days after my discharge from the army in
1946. Heather’s wedding dress was made
by a friend of her mother, and she carried a splendid bouquet of real flowers. The sports jacket and slacks that I had been
given on my discharge from the army didn’t seem quite right for a wedding, so I
wore my khaki uniform. I had had the
jacket of my battle dress tailored so that I could wear the top open, with a
collar and tie. A couple of days before
the wedding I strode into a posh men’s
outfitters in Ipswich and bought a silk
khaki shirt and tie clearly labelled ‘For
sale only to officers of HM
Forces’. I was 24 years old and,
with seven years army service behind me, I reckoned that I was as good as any
officer – and that my bride-to-be was a lot better than any officer’s ‘lady’ I
had ever met!
The wedding
was at Gant’s Hill
Methodist Church ,
Ilford, and the reception - well attended by both Heather’s and my friends and
relatives – was in the church hall. My
best friend, whom I would have liked to have been my best man, was still
serving in India . I asked a former colleague and former fellow
POW to do the honours. I knew that he
was a member of the Salvation Army and unlikely to embarrass me at a teetotal
wedding reception! I don’t know how much
it all cost but it couldn’t have been very much because neither we, nor our parents
had very much to spend.
We were
married for sixty years and we faced and survived most of the problems that
beset all married couples and one or two (prolonged separation by illness for
example) that most avoid. In all our
time together though, I don’t recall a single New Year that we entered without
at least a shred of hope of better things to come.
As 2011 comes
toward its end I have a warm and comfortable home. I have an income sufficient
for my needs. I have a mobility scooter
that prevents my being housebound, loving friends and relatives and, thanks to
modern technology, the means of keeping in touch with all of them.
One thing that
I lack is hope for the future; Not for my own future (there is unlikely to be
very much of that!) but for the future of my sons and grandchildren and,
indeed, for our country as a whole. For
the first time ever I don’t feel that there is a reasonable chance that next
year will be better for us all than the one coming to an end. Nor can I see a future has any possible
‘happy ending’. I don’t think that
either our present coalition government or the Labour opposition has a true
understanding of, let alone a solution to, our present woes – and I am quite
sure that neither UKIP nor the BNP has!
I hope that I
am wrong and that my pessimism is just a product of old age. St
Paul told us that when all else fails Faith, Hope and Love remain, and that
the greatest of these is Love. Quite so, but Hope and Faith are not optional extras. We can’t live for long without them. Dante got it right when, at the entrance to Hell, he imagined a posted warning, 'All hope abandon, ye who enter here!'
Some later thoughts
I
wrote the above before the Chancellor of the Exchequer made his ‘Autumn
Statement’ and I had wondered if it might contain anything that would persuade
me to change it. It didn’t. It is clear that the outlook is every bit as
bleak as it had appeared to be and that for those in the public service it is
even worse. There are to be more job losses, and pay rises capped at one
percent when the current wage freeze ends.
There
is room for argument about who was responsible for the current economic
situation. The Government insists that
it was all the fault of the previous Labour Government (but then they would,
wouldn’t they?) The Governor of the
Bank of England, who really should know and has no axe to grind, has told us –
and reiterated – that the greed and incompetence of the bankers was to
blame.
I
think it likely that both are right. The
bankers were directly to blame but the New-Labour Government was guilty of failing to curb
them (but then I doubt very much if any possible alternative government would
have done differently). Nobody suggests for one moment that teachers, doctors,
nurses, refuse collectors and other public servants were in any way to
blame. Yet it is they who are being
punished while the bankers continue to walk away with telephone number salaries
and bonuses.
It should be
remembered that with inflation at 5 percent, a wage freeze is in effect a 5 percent wage
cut – and a pay increase of one percent is just a slightly smaller cut.
Thousands of public servants are losing their jobs. Those who keep theirs are
to suffer continuing pay cuts, and are expected to work longer and pay
more for a smaller pension! Public
servants are overwhelmingly not soul-less
bureaucrats who spend their days sending each other memos. They provide the foundation on which
profit-making private enterprise can function; the personal and public health
services, the highways, the fire and police services, the social services
safety net and, come to that, the armed forces. We neglect them at our peril. Yes – had I still been in the public service
as I was for over forty years, I would, however reluctantly, have certainly joined
the strikers last Wednesday.
As
for the belated capital expenditure on the infrastructure that it is hoped will
create jobs and lift us out of recession, it is too little, too late. Much of it is simply trying to put right
things that the government got wrong in the first instance!
In
our region, for instance, much is being made of road widening on the A14 – a
project that obviously makes sense, generating jobs in construction and
facilitating the transport of goods from the Midlands
to Felixstowe for export.
A
blog reader points out that there is nothing ‘new’ about this initiative.
Together with, for instance, the School Building Programme, this had been
agreed by the previous government, but was one of the first to be dropped by
the new Coalition Government when it came to power. Roads Minister Mike Penning said that the
scheme was unaffordable and no longer offered acceptable value for money.
My
correspondent asks, ‘How many
construction jobs might have been saved, and how many manufacturing companies
would by now have had their exports streamlined if the scheme hadn’t been
cancelled in the first place?’
‘Sing,
Choirs of Angels!’
When,
three weeks ago, under the above heading I wrote about choir-master Gareth
Malone’s success in creating a community choir from the residents of what I
described as a ‘New Town’ near
London, I little thought that a fortnight later we would be watching on BBC2
his revisit there after two years – with lots of highlights from his earlier
success.
I
was glad to discover that my memory of the original programmes hadn’t been too
faulty. I hadn’t remembered the name of
the ‘New Town’. It was, in fact, South Oxhey in Hertfordshire, less a ‘new town’ than an
enormous and soul-less housing estate – until Gareth’s genius turned it into a
living community! As I wrote in my
blog, he had brought his South Oxhey Community Choir up to a standard at which its members were able to sing very professionally the Agnus Dei (O Lamb of God) prayer, in Latin, to an appreciative
audience in St Alban’s Cathedral!
That
wasn’t the whole story. During the nine
months that Gareth spent in South Oxhey he created not just one but three
choirs – the original community choir, a children’s choir from local schools,
including one school for children with special educational needs, and a ‘male
voice choir’ from regulars of local pubs whose previous choral experience had been
limited to Karaoke after having had a pint or two to dull their inhibitions!
The
climax of his visit had been an open-air concert on a football field given by
the three massed choirs to an audience that must surely have consisted of most
of the population of South Oxhey !
That
was in 2009. On his revisit earlier this
year Gareth Malone received an enthusiastic welcome from his friends in South Oxhey and was delighted to find that the Community
Choir was still flourishing, with another enthusiastic choirmaster. It was still giving much-acclaimed
performances before large audiences and was still making its contribution to
binding the inhabitants of South Oxhey into a
living community!
I
was reminded how, in my childhood and long before the advent of television,
church socials had been one of the highlights of our lives. My dad, who could play any stringed
instrument, and two or three of his friends, had formed a small band for these
occasions which always included a spell of ‘community singing’. We sang ‘Clementine’,
‘Cockles and Mussels’, ‘There’s a Tavern in the Town’ and ‘Jerusalem’ with gusto (I remember their words to this day!) and a
few songs both from World War I, of which many present still had sad memories,
and of other earlier conflicts; Keep the Home Fires Burning!’ ‘There’s
a long, long trail a’winding……’ and ‘Tramp,
tramp, tramp the boys are marching’ (a prisoner of war song from the American Civil War) were particularly popular. I little guessed how prophetic of my own
future the last of these was to be!
There
was a community spirit in those pre-television days that doesn’t exist
today. Perhaps community singing had
something to do with it. It would have
been nice to have had a Gareth Malone to encourage us to keep it up!
'A damp squib?'
David Cameron is surely an authority on damp squibs. He has had plenty of experience of them.
However, when he uses that expression to describe a general strike of two million workers from every walk of life, which closed a majority of our schools and affected every one of us in one way or another, it makes me hope that we will never encounter a dry one!